I'll give up just for today...

I don't want to give up.

Today I'm just tired...

Today I just can't get up...

I fell down into my own hell again.

But today I can't get up...

Today I'll just stay here and rest.

My mind wont cooperate.

My body wont cooperate.

And I'm just too tired to push myself to keep going.

Not today at least. 

At least my pills help me to not feel anything today...